Unfinished Thoughts
This week has been a tough one. I have found myself mentally blogging stories in my head to try to rid myself of the suffocating emotions that have wrapped themselves around me so tightly, that it’s tough to breathe. But when I sit to write these posts for real, I can only get so far before the blanket gets tighter and its too hard to go on. These posts are saved in my drafts. They are important to write. I need to work through these things so that I can try to shed myself of this heavy quilt once and for all. I may not be able to do this today or tomorrow or even next week, but I will. I will.
When I’m ready
Tags: relationships, Sandi


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July 30th, 2010
Sending good thoughts to penetrate and ease the blanket, the pressure. And a big, resounding “Yay!” to cheer you on ~ because, of course, you’ll sort it out, and resolve it!
Those post, they need writing and if only to try and put into words what lurks at the edge of the mind. That stuff tends to want to hold the *normal* thinking hostage and to poison all aspects of everything – at least that’s my experience.
So I’m cheering for you, and send all the very best your way …
July 30th, 2010
thanks, Shellly. I am hoping I can sit down for some quiet “me” time this weekend and really work them out. For me, it’s how I heal. Fingers crossed!