Tonight I go in to take my first ever “BEFORE” photo.  I will be in a swimsuit. FOR. A. PHOTO. Uh….CRAP!  I don’t like pictures of myself in a swimsuit when I’m at a reasonable weight.  I am NOT, currently, at a reasonable weight for me.  But, I think the way to take this seriously and understand the life changes I have to make, I NEED to do this.  So today, I take a picture.

Tomorrow, after going to the Goo Goo Dolls concert outdoors tonight.   I go to do a pre-session physical capability test.  Run a mile, do sit ups for one minute, do push ups for one minute, weigh in, take measurements, etc. (Clearly beer consumption will be limited, at best.)

THEN, after that, I am going to attempt to learn how to golf via instruction from my boyfriend and his buddy.  I do NOT do well with being taught to do anything.  CRAP!  But, I HAVE to learn because my company golf outing is in two weeks and I have to take the place of my best friend. I have learned how to make bomb pop shots and will make breakfast burritos, so, although they are big shoes to fill….all that’s left is the “learning how to golf thing”. I’m really counting on getting those around me drunk enough that I don’t have to worry about it.

Why do I do this stuff to myself???

Masochistic Kisses,

Angi